S H O P P I N G

Sunday, March 05, 2006

this few days weren't happy days for mi. ):
grandpa's condition is bad. hope his condition improves n not become worse.mum cried when she was toking to mi tday while walking to e toilet in funan.she said tt my grandpa told her in e morning tt..he wants his ashes to be thrown in e sea n he doesnt wan us to waste money in putting his ashes in e cemetry n paying money to engrave his name.he told mom tt he didnt wanted to waste e money.after i heard tt...i was veri sad.i wanted my mom to tell him not to worry too much bout money. as we hav e money..not as if we're in need of money.mom told mi tt all of us din wan his ashes to be thrown in e sea as we she bu de diu.but she also sae tt if we dun throw, we're goin against his rule.i wanted to cry but held on to it.i too din wan my grandpa's ashes to be thrown to e sea.we realli dunno wad to do.hope grandpa will change his mind.i dun wan grandpa to go tt fast.i jus wan him to be cured from all illnesses.

dear Lord, i just pray that u will be with grandpa.i pray that u will keep him company and not let him feel so lonely in the hospital.i pray for Your healing hands to be upon him as his condition isnt so good.dear Lord i pray that You will make him not think so much about whether we have enough money to pay the hospital bills and medicine bills as he's wanting to go home for he's afraid the amount would be too much.i pray for Your forgiveness as i've not been talking to him alot most of the time.i regretted it.now i find that things are going too fast.may i have the courage to think of something and to talk to him, or at least spend some time with him.In Jesus name i pray, Amen.

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